2007-06-21
since the 19 of november i was led into a false believe! everytime i even mentioned the word "mariage" each muscle of anthonis body tensed, he became white and drastically changed the subject after laughing nervously. thats just what a girl wants, isn't it? a boyf who freaks out whenever u mention anything that has to do with the kind of future you would like to have. the last couple of months, i just made fun of anthoni by waving my ringless hands in front of his face or by threatening to pop the question myself.
but no luck.....
so i decided to be patient for once in my life, cause i always knew that he was the man and i was ready to wait and wait and wait. Those last couple of days though i got a bit stressed, by doing my baby calculation. You know when you calculate at what age you wonna have kids, or it would be possible to have kids. well i want to have kids before i am 38!!!!!!
the closer the 21 of june 2007 was the more nervous i got, because YES i hoped he would ask me (now i can tell you), but i was sure he wouldn't, cause he told me once, that IF he would ask it would happen the moment i expect it the least!! so......but when would he ask me then? in one year? or two?
yesterday i was very excited all day, but trying to calm down, trying not expecting too much..
anthoni disappeard all afternoon saying he had to go to the bank and to meet his sister. well....i was a bit suspicous, i knew there was something going on.....i thought he would prepare a little surprise for the 21, like a picnic on Pont Neuf or so. When he came back he told me that we had to meet his mum in a hotel room. she would be there with some "important" people she likes us to meet. i didnt wonna go, cause i expected our neigbour to come by and hang some slogans out of our windows (to make people aware of a rere deadly sickness her father has) and i didnt wonna let her down...;but anthoni insisted. so he brought me home so i could sort out something with the girl. a bit later we met down in the bar where he downed a rum and coke within seconds and we left. at the hotel he told me to wait while he would find out the room number of his mum and her friends. up on the sixth floor we knocked on the door, but nobody opened.....against my will, anthoni opened the door with a keycard he got from the reception and pulled me into a suite with a huge balcony.....and fifty red roses on the bed...a bottle of cold champagne on the table....;sunflowers all over the place!!
i slowly realized that that room might be for me! anthoni opened the champagne and we had some glasses on the terrace!! i was so happy and amazed about this surprise!! but that was not all yet...
he told me to come inside and turn around, cause he got another little surprise. when i stood there a thought flashed through my brain: and what if he does it?? nooo....never
he told me to turn around.....and there he was!!!! my anthoni baby!!! kneeing like supposed to and holding out a ring!! i could not believe it and immediatly started screaming and crying and antho asked me THE QUESTION. at first i could not answer......could not talk, jsut scream out: ask me again, ask me again!! and he did....and i said yes!!!
we stayed like that on the floor for an hour jsut crying, hugging......and then i finally had a look at the ring!! a f***** diamond ring!! tailor made in dubai! that was actually the reason for us to go to dubai!! so that anthoni could go and get the ring done with his sister. and thats why they sent me to get my nails done on the first day, and why deborah gave me a ring with a changable size which disappeared mysteriously after i wore it for two days! thats why i had to pack all the stuff on our last day, cause anthoni was busy buying "meat for dinner" with deborahs husband!
and thats why he reacted in a strange way to this subject!!!! but in fact, he already knew!!
we gonna get married in vienna first, hopefully on the 21st of june and then do the church thing with anthonis sis and her husband (they havent been married in church yet) in st tropez followed by a wedding party on the beach!
well, i feel very strange! in a year i am going to have a different name, i am going to be married and i finally can talk about babies and we can start making them!